I'm in an existential crisis here. I've been working as a full time illustrator for kid book for 3 years now. And i'm still strugling with my creativity. Sure I always have to please the client and make what he or she created an cool illustration, but because of this, I never have the time to create for myself. And when I do have time, I feel like a dumbass who can't create anything... I have the talent though, no doubt about it http://www.conceptart.org/?artist=Tiger%20Mimi . But I feel like i'm a boring person and therefore my drawing are boring.
So my question is: Is it harder to get talent or creativity?