I cant help but to wonder what it means to have passion for something. I have researched it and read up on it and still have no idea if its a distinct feeling people get when they do something, or what.
I keep coming back to art knowing it is the main thing I want to do - but when I do it it agitates me and stresses me out - unless I relax and accept that I suck atm. Its like I want to be able to do this and that, create monsters and characters, but my skill level puts pressure on me until i no longer enjoy it - then Im just drudging along. I take this response to mean I may not enjoy it as much as I need to. Perhaps its just the undue stress and ocd..
Its something that's blocking my way to committing myself to art entirely - this talk about passion. I'm afraid to say, I just don't understand what people mean when they talk about it.
Can anyone possibly help me understand what passion is ?