First of let me begin by saying to me drawing is like flying. if you've ever tried to fly as a kid you know what i feel like trying to draw.
With that said, i would still like to learn and i want to get past all that. I got myself photoshop, I got myself a bamboo tablet, I got myself some pencils, and i got myself some paper. What i don't have is anything to begin with. I've tried dozens if not hundreds of times to just sit down and begin to draw with no luck.
I'm hoping someone can suggest a good beginner book that worked for me them, or a nice tutorial or a website that will get you started. I can't take any classes for learning to draw(at least not anytime soon) so my only chance is a book or a video tutorial or something in between the two or whatever. I've begun to look at some tutorial websites like ctrlpaint. but i just get discouraged by seeing that guy make it look so easy! even in a beginner tutorial he's drawing stuff. I just need something very the very basics something that will teach me from the ground up and at least give me the building blocks for me to then go on and learn on my own by just drawing everyday.
any help is greatly appreciated. I know it will be a lot of work and a lot of drawing everyday but i want to make it happen. sick of sitting around saying i wish i could draw.