Hey. I've asked this section of Conceptart.Org for help before. Every time I've asked, I've gotten the most insightful, useful and downright awesome advice anyone could ask for. To all of the people who have responded to the threads I've posted here, you are fantastic, you're gentlemen and scholars. I'm not posting here again to thank the people who have helped me in the past, though.
Like I said, I've gotten the best advice imaginable, and none of it has ever helped me. I've never used it, I don't feel like I can use it. I can't think when I'm drawing or painting, I can't put any of this stuff into use. It's the most indescribable thing, it should be the most simple thing in the world to get over, but it hasn't been. I've been like this for about a year and a half.
I don't know what you guys can do for me anymore, like I said, you've been awesome in the past and I haven't been able to use any of it, for no reason at all. At this point, I'm just feeling fuck all. I'm tired of being completely unable to use any of the stuff I'm told, I'm tired of not being able to visibly improve or think or learn or finish anything, I'm sick of all of it.
I'm just going to leave this here. To all who respond, it's still great of you, but I don't think I can do anything anymore.