so the summer holidays just started and I have a lot of free time .. I want to improve my skills during this period since I'm free .. but the problem is how to use the time correctly .. how many hours should I spend drawing? and how I get started .. I have some anatomy books but I don't know how to use them .. should I copy each drawing? when I look at the drawing in the books its looks complicated and hard to draw .. should I start from the bones, gesture, muscles ? sometimes when I try to draw some anatomy stuff I can't and I feel like I'm loser .. and seeing some people draw some amazing stuff I feel like its impossible for me to reach their level ..
I need some help and advice and you can see my sketchbook if you want to know my level .. I'm still beginner