Surion: Thanks. It's hard to keep having fun all the time. Most of the time it's stressful and hard and often frustrating. But nothing worthwhile in life is easy, like someone said. I wish I started drawing when I was 16 and not 26. Nobody supports me (you people are an exception of course and it's very important), I don't know a single artist and I don't really have anything to fall back on. I just have to go deeper and to be honest, it already feels I don't want to go back. Heh.
Christian223: You are right. I should try to think and understand more. I'm mostly just copying like a machine.
Carbono: Thank you!
Another bad self-portrait today. I'm telling you, these are the hardest. Especially the hair. Impossible?! I always look like a murderer.