I've come to a hard conclusion today Dec. 30 2006. I've been behaving as a art fan rather than an artist. I've been going through the motions that beginners do. Updating often with sketch after sketch. Drawing or Referencing something one minute and growing bored the next. I dont feel well now, I feel sick inside. I dont feel that I've grown as much as I could have this past month. I've been attacking too many things and not truely leveling up on anything. What I have been doing as an artist is the equivalent of a gamer playing Tomb Raider with Level Skip cheat codes. You get to a jump or an obstacle that seems tough or impassible and you just skip the whole level to the next. Until finally you get to the end and feel cheated and sick of yourself. I dont feel any sense of completion with my drawings. All of them seem to be incomplete hatchings of what could have been. Its time I treat my sketchbook like a portfolio and not a doodle dump. I have a reputation for being critical and its high time I be critical in my own works.
I want to approach even my studies from an illustrators point of view always looking for my own style. I find that I dont attack my studies hard enough I study heads for an hour and move to the body. That's stupid. In Video games you have to master the basics before moving on to the intermediate levels. From now on Ill attack one subject , one thing until i have more than a fundamental understanding and can regurgitate it in my own drawing either by hand or in PS.
Update May 18 2006
Art is a process and not a race it seems. Skill isnt handed down at born nor is it stumbled upon by accident. No one can teach you diligence and no one will teach you patience, you learn all these on the way. I continuing to learn how to draw but this time how to draw correctly. I',m still along way off but I can only expect to get better as long as I'm diligent.
Now I start anew.
This Sketchbook will be my mirror, a reflection on my studies and progression as a selftaught illustrator.
Last edited by NicoRaven; May 18th, 2007 at 09:04 AM.
It's good to see you're doin anatomy studies. The face in the upper left of the drawing you just posted looks a little anime-ish. Probably somethin you'd wanna stay away from. I'm not sure but it looks like you have one of Andrew Loomis' books, if not, google Andrew Loomis, he's a good place for getting into anatomy and i think there's a website where you can download the PDF's. I got into those books about a year ago and they've been helpin me out alot. welcome to the forums.
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
--- Frank Herbert, Dune - Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear
Check out my Sketchbook! Critique and Criticism welcomed.
Thanks for the warm welcome. No this is not Loomis or Bridgman it's a book called " How to draw Cutting Edge Comics " mostly by Christopher Hart. I definitely checkout your sketchbook. I've heard about Loomis while lurking here but never studied him ,well looks like i'll follow your suggestion ArtZealot. i need plenty of help.
Here is some more anatomy studies ( uped the sharpness to show better)
Last edited by NicoRaven; December 31st, 2006 at 12:36 AM.
These are a few of the others I did last month. After lurking and reading in the forum I decide to take a vacation from colors for a while and work with pen and pencil only to try to get a better grasp of anatomy texture and just feel.
I got a real sketchbook from Walmart yesterday so no more poorly render images also means so more excuses. Also, I picked up a 72 pack of colored pencils yesterday. All the work thus far was with only about ten colors.
And a bit more............ Drawing Comics is an interesting profession but I wasn't thinking of becoming a comic book illustrator or editor/artist.
I want to know whether or not learning intially to draw comics will hurt my future drawing from life and in concept since concept art is all about natural "looking" unreal or innovative characther and enviroment designs.
What do you think? Will drawing comics intially hurt my development.
Last edited by NicoRaven; December 11th, 2006 at 09:36 PM.