sometimes you make decisions that adversely affect
the rest of your life...
and there isn't a single thing you can do about it,
but live with it.
and forget what life was like before
because it will never be "before" again.
there's only the present.
an aquantence told me of a girlfriend he had.
beautiful girl who suffered from manic depression.
she was a meth addict too.
she was alone and high.
and she had a table saw in her studio apartment.
and she placed her arms on the table
and sawed off her hands.
the neighbors heard her scream.
they called 911.
she sits on the streets now.
pastel. painter. photoshop.