Hello everyone !
Often, when i draw or i paint in an executive point of view (i mean with constraints like "i have to paint a pony who pukes flowers") i become too stressed. Stressed as if you were choking the heart.
And usually, just one thing is stressful for me : family ^^.
I was/am wondering why ?
Is it because I'm not made for this job ?
Am i alone to feel like that ?
On the other hand, when i have no directives and that i can just draw or paint with my deep feelings in an emotionnal and abstract manner i really feel free. That's a great satisfaction.
Should I let the world of illustration ?
Thanks for reading and coming responses.