Two weeks ago I had a blood test out of some very personal reason. Then, the result came in. I have a severe testosterone deficiency.
Well, finally that explained a lot. Last year I met a guy who recommended me to get my testosterone level tested when I told him that I was so unmotivated and depressed. He was right. I have a problem that can be solved by modern science.
You know, my 'problem' started back in 2005 or 2006. Before that I was full of motivations and creativity. I drew like crazy. But after something happened I simply lost my motivation. Well, I feel kinda sad that it could have been earlier to discover the source of my problem.
But...there's a couple of small side effects for the remedy (hormonal therapy). I can get emotionally and sexually aggressive. Yeah, you heard it right. I could turn into a horny miniature Hulk.