There are months your brain gets pelted with spectacular commodity dictating
even the smallest crap you should do. Your brain freezes over and gets as
exciting as the landscape a mole looks at for the bigger part of his life. In
these dark hours you forget that you used to move around, breath and
actually do stuff. One of these things I used to do was art.
This morning I deleted all the video games, movies and series from my laptop.
I stripped my room from a lot of everyday distractions, dusted off my art
books and sharpened my pencil. While cleaning my room I even found some
paper that I somehow managed to keep immaculate.
In short, it is time to do some art. After four years of fucking around it is time
to actually do some studies, improve and all in all become the awesome
person I was destined to be. I used to have a sketchbook on this website
which worked as a great motivator. If I can keep this sketchbook updated
daily it means I'm progressing daily, if not, I suck.