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November 1st, 2011 #1
Wanderer's Sketchbook of [Omninavigation]
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It's really hard to put this into words without sounding foolish, but I'll try.
I'm Siridean and I like to draw, and have for a long, long time. I want my work to flourish and look appealing, no matter the subject. So this sketchbook will be filled with furry things, fetishy things, concept-y things, ordinary studies from life or things I come up with on the fly, or even bits of of fanfiction, this not being a portfolio or anything. Just a thread filled with things I like.
Truth is, very aware I'm not good at art and detest people who tell me I'm "good" without giving a reason, feeling it deprives me of what may actually make my work better. When it gets right down to it I'm a pretty basic guy: I made, and post in, this sketchbook to embrace my flaws and improve myself. Not to be coddled, gain clout, prove a statement, or land a job at a high paying super-awesome-dream job at x company. I just want to draw to my heart's content.
And so here we are.
Backstory? (December 2012)
My earliest memory of drawing dates back to when I was 3, using rocks on pavement to create white lines and pictures from whatever I saw. Following this I was shouted at for playing in the road, promptly scolded and violently punished. This is the kind of treatment I've had to endure for the years of my childhood and some years beyond into my young adulthood, there not being a long enough time where I was demoralized and/or physically harmed for liking what I did (art included, one such occasion involving a painting I rather liked that was displayed for a number of months after I produced it, only to be taken from me and promptly destroyed by my peers when I was to take it home), this often coming from the bullies and people it shouldn't have came from alike. And this continued on for a long, long time.
I joined CA shortly after getting kicked from college for financial reasons, life hitting another rough spot as I was trying to get it started. For the longest time I lurked, but tried to keep up with the discussion if I was able to contribute (thus the, at this time, four year old account with nary any posts). Throughout the years I've been trying to find ways to make ends meet while participating as best I can here and elsewhere, losing friends due to the occasional break down or lapse in stoicism. No matter what, though, I've pushed through the mental and physical pain suffered for a reason that sort of defines who I am, why I'm here, why I draw the things I do, and why I can't give up on myself or others: I've never had things other people have a surplus of; such as talent, supporting family and/or friends, or resources to throw at a problem; and I came from too much of a messed up background to even imagine that everything will be fine forever one day. But...I understand and have always understood that I know where I should be, and where I can't be.
2nd pic: From September 2012
Last edited by ArtsySiridean; December 21st, 2012 at 03:11 AM. Reason: Addendum
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November 2nd, 2011 #3
Painting practice from A Beginner's Guide to Digital Painting (an older copy)
The day I learn to paint digitally well, I'm going to be effin' estatic. I'm going to jump up, dance a victory dance that rivals what you see in sports games. Because it will be a goal received that has been much hard fought.
Even though that day is not today, I look forward to it.
Tomorrow will be different.
November 2nd, 2011 #4
I like your drawings
Ooooh, you are using that evil spiral thing... You are a very brave person!
And maybe I should just finally learn to understand that thing :p
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November 3rd, 2011 #5
Glad you like them, but they're not exactly 'good'. :/
I hardly understand the thing myself, but it seems to have made one pic better. Honestly, I'd say it's something akin to the Doppler Effect for details. At least, according to Wikipedia.
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Preparing to leave for work. but I got a slight bit done. I feel I need to work on my anatomy. And brush selection.
November 4th, 2011 #6
I AM STILL WORKING. AND AM MIDLY AWAKE.
Work took a bit of awhile today (working graveyard) and I decided to take a short nap (not being short at all). Problem is, it's starting to get late and I do not feel like not updating for a day when I am productive.
More will come. Also, still gathering brushes.
NOTE ABOUT PIC 1: The dragon pic wasn't colored recently, but on the day the original (and above) pic was made. I just thought I'd show what worth it was in addition to the little I have before tomorrow rolls around. I'm not sure if I ever want to 'finish' the pic, but I do want to redo it someday. It's quite cool in my opinion.
NOTE ABOUT PIC 2: Decided to draw the (relatively) same image using different methods at the start, the first being with what I usually do (sketching roughly before painting over it or leaving it as is while fixing the edges and the frame) with what I've learned recently and have seen others do (drawing with blotches before refining said blotches into a contour-like..thing. Sketching little parts to fix details that otherwise can't be with wider brushes).
November 6th, 2011 #7
Despite not playing this game anymore I've been putzing around with old reference stuff I made and decided to try something new. Had to blow up the image, but I like how this turned out, and what I learned from it.
Working on more stuff to upload that could be considered 'worthy'.
November 8th, 2011 #8
Interesting... I would so like to see your dragon colored
November 8th, 2011 #9
@Trix: I plan on redoing it someday. Trying to color has lead to me seeing what's really wrong with it. But it really is a good pick none the less.
So, it's recommended I do hand studies every day. So in addition to what I've been doing normally, I'm going to throw in some of those. Or just anatomy in general. Something that makes the work flow.
Yes, my nails are really that long. I like them that way. I'm a pretty girl, prove me wrong.
Also drew my new avatar, but that's unimportant, and unfinished.
November 9th, 2011 #10
And some more. That's also not my hand.
November 11th, 2011 #11
and more. Only...actually, this is pretty crap. It's like I' drawing the same hand over and over again despite coming from three different material sources, this one in particular showing how short I am on time while, you know, keeping my word on being timely. I can do better than this.
Here's hoping I can expand from here. And probably not get saddled with back to back workdays during graveyard and day shifts, that would be nice.
November 13th, 2011 #12
When you want something so bad, you really don't stop.
November 24th, 2011 #13
So, after my last few 'drawings' I decided to chill out a bit, as seen by my absence of updates or rushed drawings. Been looking at what I can do to refine what I already know as well as work more time out of the day. Went around town, had a really awesome chat with some tattoo artists, gained insight on my area I couldn't do just by looking at it, and somewhere in there Skyrim and Saints Row 3 was released and I got happily sidetracked.
Somewhere else in there I've come to understand this is all par the course. Finding a balance in pace is important, like not caring that you've let...11 days slip by you.
Cracked open a book I've had for awhile (a physical copy I rescued from a textbook dumpster, among a few other interesting ones. That isn't an exaggeration) that some may recognize. While I'm still working with a few other books and materials for reference, I'm going to let Mr. Nicolaides teach me a few things of the course of a few...somethings.
With all those words out of the way, here's something that's not hand related.
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