Hello all who happen to wander in this thread. I am sitting here today and i have no drive at all, my creativeness seems to be dead today.
Here is my issue, I'm bi-polar and I'm starting to think their may be some a.d.d in their as well, seeing as i have the attention span of a goldfish.
The problem, i have time when i find it impossible to do anything let alone paint or draw. I know that i want to improve and get to a point where i can articulate my thoughts and views in way that will leave you with a very visceral effect.
Yet here i am today with nothing, no creativeness, nothing remotely refreshing. I know that these words will turn to dirt tomorrow as my mind will most likely had shifted and ill be in another mindset and another existence.
I just want to know if anyone has encountered issues like this.
I hate it most when ill get pumped and excited about a project or even just being able to sit and draw without feeling like my skin is trying to crawl away, and then moments later loose all interest.
I hope to get into the game industry one day but employers don't want excuses, they want results. So i guess the real question here is, do you(anyone who reads this) think that this is a hurdle that can be over come?
any comments would be awesome, thanks all.
p.s a bit about myself, I'm a 21 year old guy and live in seattle, wa.