hey man how could i forget it
you asked where my motivation comes from. this question is easy to answer. it's bobby chiu's motivational stuff. really. listen to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uJowNFmuul8
i listened to this like a thousand times. changed my life, definitely.
and keep those updates coming! i think it's admirable that you practice even the flu's almost killing you. can't wait to see what you're gonna do once you're fit again.