I loved art long before I can last remember... I see all these great artists and it inspires me to pick up a pencil but when i do nothing comes out. Its a block that never ends. Ive been trying to practice drawing people for many years and thats almost all I ever draw. People tell me to draw from life and draw what you see but progression is ever so slow. Im 22 years old and I had my first child 12 days ago. Im afraid that now that I have this responsibility learning how to improve my art is forever screwed. I cant afford college or anything. Im also afraid that since I am spending my time drawing nothing but people I will suck at drawing everything else! I hate my art most of the time. Every time I try to start I picture some really cool image in my head but have no means to portray it on paper and it frustrates me to no end... Ill see a cool pose and I cant even draw the underlined structures right. Ive watched so many online videos and read some books and everyone has their own damn way of doing anatomy figures and i think my brain needs to be flushed. I dont draw everyday like I used to.. Cant remember last time i picked up a pencil because im so irritated with my art. I dont want to give up because i love it too much but i need some advice.