Archetype
December 10th, 2003, 01:37 AM
Hi...
Obviously, I'm new to this place, and because of that, I'm scared of everyone. My name's Ashley, and I'm an 18 year old female currently near the end of my first (and unfortunately, disasterous) quarter as a game art and design student at AICALA.
I joined CA because as much as I'd love to get the pictures in my head out on paper, I just can't do it yet. While my best art doesn't consist entirely of stick figures, it leaves much to be desired. That's right...when it comes to traditional art, I'm the epitome of n00bness. However, I'm just not satisfied with staying that way.
I also joined because I want to get over this stigma I have. I guess I'm used to being too analytical, and to an extent, have become my own worst enemy. In a sense, I'm too scared to draw, sketch, or anything, because it annoys me how shitty it looks when I do it. I'm afraid of having to show someone my sketchbook and thinking a pre-schooler did it. I'm afraid of trying my best to become a good artist only to end up being mediocre at best.
Lastly, I joined so I can actually become friends with some artists. I'm pretty much stuck by myself a lot and it sucks ass. :|
At the very least, I know what style I'm looking to specialize in (realism - sci-fi/fantasy), and I'm leaning towards being a concept artist(characters mostly, but I wouldn't mind doing items and environments) or character modeler (leaning back on network or ai programmer in case my artistic retardation never improves).
So uh, hi. :x
Obviously, I'm new to this place, and because of that, I'm scared of everyone. My name's Ashley, and I'm an 18 year old female currently near the end of my first (and unfortunately, disasterous) quarter as a game art and design student at AICALA.
I joined CA because as much as I'd love to get the pictures in my head out on paper, I just can't do it yet. While my best art doesn't consist entirely of stick figures, it leaves much to be desired. That's right...when it comes to traditional art, I'm the epitome of n00bness. However, I'm just not satisfied with staying that way.
I also joined because I want to get over this stigma I have. I guess I'm used to being too analytical, and to an extent, have become my own worst enemy. In a sense, I'm too scared to draw, sketch, or anything, because it annoys me how shitty it looks when I do it. I'm afraid of having to show someone my sketchbook and thinking a pre-schooler did it. I'm afraid of trying my best to become a good artist only to end up being mediocre at best.
Lastly, I joined so I can actually become friends with some artists. I'm pretty much stuck by myself a lot and it sucks ass. :|
At the very least, I know what style I'm looking to specialize in (realism - sci-fi/fantasy), and I'm leaning towards being a concept artist(characters mostly, but I wouldn't mind doing items and environments) or character modeler (leaning back on network or ai programmer in case my artistic retardation never improves).
So uh, hi. :x