blazinwolf
December 6th, 2008, 01:43 PM
I have lurked around this forum for awhile now. I've been having one problem lately, though, and I'm curious to whether anyone has ever felt like this before. I could really use some advice.
I'm a freshman at sva, for graphic design. I love to draw on the computer using my tablet and photoshop/painter/etc. But since I started school, I've been taking core art classes, like painting and drawing. I've been all caught up in the past couple of years with digital art, that I really haven't done much traditional art lately. At first I found it frustrating, but now I really appreciate using different mediums.
But one thing has occurred to me in the past couple of months. I really feel more proud of my traditional drawings than I do of my digital drawings. I know it sounds silly, but when it comes to digital paintings, it almost feels like I'm cheating? Digital has the advantage of layers, filters, ease of colors, crop, lasso tools, resizing, liquify tool (i completely refuse to use this for any of my paintings), textures, eraser, zoom, you get the point. Since I have started oil painting, I have witnessed how much hard work and time goes into creating some paintings. If I paint something, and the eye or something it off, I have to wait for everything to dry, and try again next week and hope it comes out decent. In photoshop, I just use the lasso tool and move it over.
I'm not saying digital painting is easy to create either. I have some drawings that I've spent nearly 40 hours on. But despite the amount of hours I put into it, I'm still happier with something I drew in 5 hours with paint or charcoal or whatever.
My point is, every time I try my hand at digital painting, I almost feel guilty. I don't know why, but I can't seem to shake this feeling of guilt. I feel bad for using layers or whatever. Has anyone ever felt like this or am I crazy? The small guilt is giving me huge art block when I do anything digital. But I have absolutely no art block when it comes to traditional. All my digital drawings are like half done, and my traditional ones are complete. I'm not lacking inspiration or ideas. Just feel weird. When I try to explain digital paintings to people who aren't into these things, they all just assume that I press the art button on my keyboard and create a painting. While that's not true at all, it just feels like more people appreciate my traditional work than my digital work and it kind of discourages me from even starting a digital painting. Also, artists that I have looked up to in regard to digital mediums, I have found out that some used photographs and etc and claimed that they actually drew the entire thing when it was really a photomanipulation.. Idk, little things like that have been a downer on me. Holding a drawing/canvas in your hand makes the painting feel more alive. I know I should be proud of all my work, but I feel kinda eh.
What do others think? I could really use some input. Thanks!
I'm a freshman at sva, for graphic design. I love to draw on the computer using my tablet and photoshop/painter/etc. But since I started school, I've been taking core art classes, like painting and drawing. I've been all caught up in the past couple of years with digital art, that I really haven't done much traditional art lately. At first I found it frustrating, but now I really appreciate using different mediums.
But one thing has occurred to me in the past couple of months. I really feel more proud of my traditional drawings than I do of my digital drawings. I know it sounds silly, but when it comes to digital paintings, it almost feels like I'm cheating? Digital has the advantage of layers, filters, ease of colors, crop, lasso tools, resizing, liquify tool (i completely refuse to use this for any of my paintings), textures, eraser, zoom, you get the point. Since I have started oil painting, I have witnessed how much hard work and time goes into creating some paintings. If I paint something, and the eye or something it off, I have to wait for everything to dry, and try again next week and hope it comes out decent. In photoshop, I just use the lasso tool and move it over.
I'm not saying digital painting is easy to create either. I have some drawings that I've spent nearly 40 hours on. But despite the amount of hours I put into it, I'm still happier with something I drew in 5 hours with paint or charcoal or whatever.
My point is, every time I try my hand at digital painting, I almost feel guilty. I don't know why, but I can't seem to shake this feeling of guilt. I feel bad for using layers or whatever. Has anyone ever felt like this or am I crazy? The small guilt is giving me huge art block when I do anything digital. But I have absolutely no art block when it comes to traditional. All my digital drawings are like half done, and my traditional ones are complete. I'm not lacking inspiration or ideas. Just feel weird. When I try to explain digital paintings to people who aren't into these things, they all just assume that I press the art button on my keyboard and create a painting. While that's not true at all, it just feels like more people appreciate my traditional work than my digital work and it kind of discourages me from even starting a digital painting. Also, artists that I have looked up to in regard to digital mediums, I have found out that some used photographs and etc and claimed that they actually drew the entire thing when it was really a photomanipulation.. Idk, little things like that have been a downer on me. Holding a drawing/canvas in your hand makes the painting feel more alive. I know I should be proud of all my work, but I feel kinda eh.
What do others think? I could really use some input. Thanks!